Today's the 19th already?


Guess that means today's my birthday. Funny. Turning 19 on the 19th.

Getting alcohol shouldn't have been that easy. Yet, it didn't surprise her. She didn't even need a glamour to make her look a little older, the girl was only 18 after all. But the man behind the counter hadn't even thought to card her. Maybe that was why her friends were always drunk. They didn't even have to sneak around to get alcohol. Why did it not surprise her?

From the liquor store Kaye hopped straight to Spike's crypt. That wasn't creepy or anything. Oddly enough, though, she wasn't the least bit surprised to find him in a place like this. She carried the bag of rum she had bought down into the crypt.

"Anyone here?" 

[Locked from Niall]
Note to self... Summer Wine tastes better than mushroom wine, but the effects are the same the next day.

... I should probably spend the day with Roiben or something. I think he's depressed about Halloween. The fae are free that day so... he has no control over what happens.

... I shouldn't have left him.
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[Locked to Niall]
Hey, thanks for Halloween. I had a good time, and it was nice to get out of here for awhile.

We should... meet up again sometime or something.
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.....

Its not a date. Just two friends going to a party....


.... Ugh....

I wish Luna was easily distracted sometimes. She's so needy today. Not that I mind the affection when I get home but... well, have you ever seen a mastiff sit on a small girl's lap? It doesn't work out well. And she's pawing at me right now. I have to have one hand constantly petting her. She's lucky I love her, cute little mutt.

Ellen... Mom. Mom's home today too. Just visiting in between gigs since I went up there last time. Now that she knows about me being fae she's been trying to help out, making me go to the city less and less. Too much iron up there. I can stand it, yeah, but I'm not completely immune to it. And she doesn't smoke in the house anymore, either. That stuff kills my lungs. My old glamour could handle it, but I'm not up to that level yet with glamours.

Shop's kind of dull.... well, things in general are kind of dull. Probably why I'm posting nonsense. Anyone got anything interesting to talk about?

Okay... normally I'm not interested in the new filth they release on the radio and such, but this song speaks to me, you know?




As an added sidenote. Luna eats too much. Way too much. I swear, the dog is going to leave me broke. Oh well. I'm attached to her and won't give her up. I'll keep her as long as I can take care of her. She's really a sweet thing. So affectionate.

I finally got a dog. Decided on a mastiff. Huge dog. Kate's afraid of her and Grandmother hates her.

I love her of course. I think I'm going to name her Luna. I don't know... I was staring at the moon when I came up with it. I like it, though. Luna seems to like it too.

( Here she is. )

Dog is such a klutz. She fell over while sitting down. Backwards. Her hind legs sort of flew out from under her. Dork.

....

I don't think I ever want to drink again. Didn't think it was possible... but I was drunk for pretty much a week straight and can finally think again. I actually think I lost my love of alcohol...

So. Lukey, Arche, Tear, what's been going on with Yuan and where do I need to be right now?

gehehe~

He ;s goNE!!!! THe dummb fuc k is REALLY GO n/;!

Buuuuuut of curse the idIT couadlnt leave w/out the la stword~ Sendedded me th isss stuPID thingamahig

( The loooooooooooooooooove ISH go ne~!! )

noooooooo M orE loooooove~! Cuase K is a haartsess b!tch!
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I ;m freeeeeeeeee~ HehEHE~

Whereee oh were dos mommie deAltest keeo teh hardd studdd agin~~~??

Life's a bitch.

I think I'll just... stay single.

For good.

Its better this way.

Arche... can we talk?

...... Why haven't I signed these yet?

The papers are on the coffee table. They're labeled where to sign. Sign them and get them back to me as soon as possible. Don't waste time.

Hey... we're ready to handle the annulment thing. Does tomorrow work for you? Or as soon as possible at least?

Havoc, I've found someone who can handle an annulment for us. I'll take care of payment.

I miss you... [strike unhackable]

Ugh. Sorry everyone about yesterday. My account was hacked by Sorrowsap... he's my guardian of sorts who takes his orders way too seriously sometimes. I've changed my password, but if he hacks again cause I'm sure he'll try just ignore him... he's really dangerous and he might try to hurt someone. I'd really rather that not happen...

[Locked to Havoc]
He knows what world we're on... he won't be the only one that comes here searching for me. Roiben's obviously put out the order that he wants me back home... we may have to be careful in case any of them find us. They're horrible creatures who really don't care how they get the job done...
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[Private]
Crap... I knew this would happen.... I just... I can't tell Roiben where I am or what's going on. Mostly because I don't understand it myself. Why haven't I gone home yet? I love Roiben... I pledged myself to him and everything... but ... I feel like I have to be here now. Like I can't leave.

God... I'm so screwed up.
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I suppose I should be polite and tell anyone who gives a crap that I'm still alive unfortunately. No Thanks to Havoc, I guess. I'm going to be staying here with him, I think. I don't really have much else left to do... if I go back home I think I might try to hurt myself again anyways.

I don't know what I'm doing anymore... I don't know where I'm going. I feel... lost. Like I have no direction. I guess all I can do is watch how things go and try to figure it out.

I think I want to get back to normal. And no, cursing people isn't who I normally am. Just... I'm not well and I might as well try to get okay again. Maybe then I'll be able to take care of myself again. I feel like a helpless child right now, really.

So yeah.... thanks. I guess... to some of you.

[[ooc: strikes illegible.]]

[Getting to her 'dear Lukey's' world had never been a problem for Kaye. She was there in the push of a button, and each worldhop she did brought her closer to figuring out how to hop without the stupid buzzer. The thing was gaudy and embarrassing, and she was tired of having to carry the stupid thing around.

Kaye was glamoured as usual. Her scars were still visible, though... as though no glamour covered them. The wounds the faeries had inflicted on her were deep and they weren't fading anytime soon. Damned iron. She wasn't empty handed, though. She carried a long silver blade she had stolen from one of the fae. A weapon that could be used for all sorts of fun.

Looks around and smiles innocently.] Oh Lukey... Come out, come out wherever you are.